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The Jagged Edge of Trust
What does it mean to trust God with your whole heart when you do not know how to love the people closest to you? Ernest Prabhakar and Robby Butler approach the closing...
Letting Go Without Letting Go of Each Other
What if the fruit of discipleship depends on our willingness to release the very things we have worked to grow? Chapters 14–16 of Erik Fish’s Turtle Island bring Ernes...
Can Discipleship Outgrow the Living Room?
When a living-room gathering grows into a church with a stage and a professional pastor, what has been gained—and what has been lost? Chapter 13 of Turtle Island promp...
Ask Jesus: Discernment in Community
When a new follower of Jesus asks what to do about peyote ceremonies, Erik Fish declines to become his moral arbiter. He tells him to ask Jesus—and trusts that Jesus w...
Congregation or Cultivation?
What changes when Christians stop asking people to come where the church is comfortable and begin meeting them where they already are? Discussing chapters 5–8 of Erik ...
At the Seam: Empire, Kingdom, and What Scales
In the opening session of the Turtle Island book club, Ernest Prabhakar and Robby Butler discuss chapters 1–4 of Erik Fish’s account of following Jesus among Native co...
Sifted to Perfection (Solomon Joseph)
Introduction by Ranjan Samuel Luke 22:31–32 Simon, Simon, behold, **Satan demanded to have you**, that he might **sift you like wheat**, but I have prayed for you t...
The First Rule of Christ Club
In this short but soulful episode, we drop in on a reflective moment between friends—early mornings, honest updates, and a surprising insight from a 5:00 AM call. Dra...
Overcoming Subconscious Sabotage
In this raw and deeply human conversation, Ernie and Robby confront the silent saboteurs beneath the surface of their relationship—unspoken wounds, unmet needs, and su...
Self Emptying: Beyond Fear-Based Faith
**A Raw Conversation About True Discipleship** What happens when two friends dive deep into the uncomfortable truth that our very efforts to protect ourselves—and even...
Hope, Hurt, and Holy Soil
What happens when two friends try to bridge the gap between cosmic hope and personal hurt—without losing either? In this deeply introspective follow-up to Composting K...
Remembering to Forget: Composting Kingdom Soil
What if the key to spiritual renewal lies not in striving, but in composting? In their usual raw and winding dialogue, Robby Butler and Ernest Prabhakar meander throug...
From Performance to Presence: Hearing God in the Tension
What if God’s love for you feels both deeply comforting and unbearably demanding? In this raw, unscripted spiritual dialogue, Ernie and Robby wrestle with the paradox...
Is "Attention Is All He Needs" the Future of Faith?
1. Attention Is All HE Needs (Christ as Transformer Architecture) 2. The Epistle of San Francisco (On Burnout) Are you feeling the burnout of Christian "hustle"? Tire...
Obedience vs. Intimacy and the Disruptive Grace of God
What if the thing you fear most isn’t disobeying God—but losing your current relationship with Him? In this raw and reflective conversation, Ernie and Robby dive deep ...
The Right WORD: Connect vs Control
In this episode, we dive deep into the tension between seeking knowledge and seeking connection with Jesus. Robby Butler shares his journey of once hearing God’s voice...
Dis-Identifying Evil: Restoring Ecstatic Union
In this episode, we explore a fresh way of dealing with tension—both the kind we wrestle with internally and the kind that shows up in our relationships. Instead of tr...
A New Season: Connection Over Separation
“What if the key to deeper faith isn’t more clarity, but more connection?” In this intimate, spirit-led conversation, Ernie and Robby reconnect after a season apart t...
Diaphoris: The Ecstatic Agony of Divine Glory
Tune in for an episode exploring a powerful new concept drawn from the heart of divine reality! We'll delve into Diaphoris: The Ecstatic Agony of Divine Glory. While c...
Did Christ Die to Cause or Transmit Forgiveness?
Did Christ Die to Cause or Transmit Forgiveness? Are we misunderstanding the Cross? Many preach that the Father had to be persuaded to forgive us, requiring Christ's ...